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Monday, July 21, 2014

hai.

wah. hai. halo. apakabar.

Sejujurnya gue gaktau mau nulis apa. Blog gue udah kayak Ramayana Depok yang mati segan hidup takmau. Ya, gue emang bukan tipe orang yang rajin nulis. sudah bisa membaca saja sudah bagus. huft.
Hahahaha coba liat post terakhir gue, 2011! saat itu gue masih 16 tahun! wouw! enam belas! udah hampir 3 tahun berlalu sejak gue nulis di Blog ini. sampe2 gue ngabisin 10 menit cuma buat nyari tombol buat bikin post baru-_- dan akhirnya gue membulatkan tekad, kuatkan iman, untuk mengisi lembaran2 yang telah lama tidak terisi di Blog ini.(-_-) *lanjut

Yak jadi seperti yang diketahui (kalo ada yang tau), gue sekarang berstatus sebagai mahasiswi Arsitektur Universitas Indonesia.

WOW! Gak nyangka? Ya!

"Life changes fast. Life changes in the instant. You sit down to dinner and life as you know it ends."


Gak terasa tau2 sekarang udah lewat 2 semester. itu tandanya... udah satu tahun gue hidup di dunia perkuliahan. Gimana rasanya? Hmm, gue cuma bisa bersyukur bahwa gue masih hidup sampe detik ini. gue bener2 gak kepikiran bisa kuliah di kampus dan jurusan yang diperebutin 8364527523 manusia di Indonesia. gue menjadi satu dari 147 anak di departmen Arsitektur. WOW. mungkin kalo gue gak di UI sekarang, gue udah jadi penonton bayaran YKS yang 7 hari 7 malem goyang caesar 2x24 jam harap lapor(?) atau mungkin gue menjadi salah satu dari TKI belanda di pesawat MH17 yang hancur berkeping-keping............................:')#tragis #lebay
Tapi beruntunglah nyatanya Indi masih berdiri tegar dihadapan kalian semua hingga saat ini;')))) hihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihi

Jadi gue mau cerita gimana rasanya jadi MAHASISWA. hmmmmmmmmmm
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YA. semua poin yang ada diatas itu benar. (apalagi poin terakhir). kampus itu kejam. beda banget sama SMA. apalagi gue dari smansa Depok yang jelmaan setengah pesantren. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE*ketawadulu.
YA, di kuliah lo bakal nemuin orang dari yang niat banget idup, aktivis kampus, ambisius, perfectionis, penampilan nomor satu, yang kalo jalan 5 meter parfumnya kecium, yang bajunya mentok sana sini, baju kurang bahan, baju kelebihan bahan, sampe yang jarang mandi, bajunya itu mulu, ke kampus cuma pake sendal jepit, cowok yang rambutnya ngalahin gue, yang masuk keluar kampus sesuka hati, introvert, selalu sendiri kemana-mana, bahkan ada juga yang gue gangerti dia idup apa engga. YA, beragam spesies! 
welcome to the jungle.
dan juga dosen dari yang baik banget ngajarnya, ngerti banget, nilainya juga baik, ada juga yang baik banget tapi tau2 nilai C+, yang ngasi tugas mulu kerjaannya ngasi nilainya pas2an, yang objektif banget penilaian sama mahasiswa, sampe yang gangerti deh dia ngajar apa engga, mencet2 ppt doang, asal duduk didepan doang. untung-untung-an. dan gue selalu yang untungnya pas-pas-an. YA. 

Jadi bisa ditarik kesimpulan bahwa gue adalah mahasiswi yang pas-pas-an-ala-kadarnya. mulai dari kemampuan gue di arsitektur yang pas-pas-an, nasib dapet dosen MPKT yang pas-pas-an (2x dapet nilai MPKT B+ :')))), nilai IP yang juga pas-pas-an, uang jajan yang pas-pas-an, sampe love life gue yang juga pas-pas-an ratanya kayak air sumur yang gapernah ditimba. sekian.


HAHAHEHEHEHEHIHEHAHEHEHIHUHUHAHAHA*ketawadulu
But actually life as a colleger not even scary as you imagined. TRUST ME! HAHA.
jadi anak kuliahan tuh asik, jam belajarnya dikit, kerjaan gue ke kantek mulu(makanya duitnya abis mulu)(makanya timbangan gue naik mulu) wkwk. wisata kuliner di kantin fakultas orang:') sampe wisata kuliner di kutek. terus kalo selasa lagi kosong ke margo buat manfaatin kakaotalk buy 1 get 1 chatime:') terus kalo arsitektur tuh punya studio sendiri yang udah kayak rumah kedua:') keluarga baru. punya sahabat sahabat baru. punya temen karaoke baru. punya rumah banyak di kutek:'))(kalo mau nginep kostan tinggal pilih mau dimana wkwk). pengalaman organisasi baru. punya senior kece, baik, sharing-sharing sama senior, dan ketemu banyak senior yang berwibawa banget, kayak kak ivan:'')) ketua bem FT, sekarang ketua bem UI. kece gaktuh! kalo ngomong sejatinya bikin merinding. poninya juga gak nahan duh. wakakakakak. Teknik gapernah sepi bahkan jam 1 pagipun. acara teknik juga gaabis2 heran. dari awalnya gue ikutin semua kepanitiaan sampe kesini2 acaranya banyak bgt jadi gaikut satupun:) suporter olim yang kayak wotanya JKT48. HOHIHOHAHA TEKNIK PALING JAYA TEKNIK PALING GAYA lah pokoknya!!!
YA, gue senang menjadi mahasiswa, tapi gue belom puas atas apa yang gue lakukan selama menjadi mahasiswa. karena perjalanan gue masih sangat panjang. gue merasa belom melakukan apa-apa sebagai mahasiswa. yang seharusnya mahasiswa adalah agent of change *azek. tapi gue udah ngapain? belajar masih males-malesan. gapunya target tinggi. gak mencoba untuk menjadi sesuatu yang berarti.
Ndi, jangan cuma bisanya nulis doang. Usaha terus, doa, jangan lupa sholat. Jangan pernah takabur! Inget!! Jodoh di tangan tuhan!(??) (ceritanya self motivation).
yah gitulah pokoknya.

Terakhir.
I'm proud to be a part of Faculty of Engineering, especially Departement of Architecture. Hopefully this is the best way for my future, my career, my life, so that I can reach my dreams. Be a better person. Be 'someone' in the future. yes, I can. Trust me.

sekian.

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

secrets

Again today, with my fingertips, I secretly write you a letter while I'm next to you
With the water dripping from the glass cup, I write each part of my heart
You sit across me and look at me with your head hung low
I wanted to hide this from you even more, like a kid who did something wrong

I have a lot of secrets now
Things that are so hard to say are stacking up
But still, I am dreaming
My heart which has wings is flying across the night sky

Every day, in front of the mirror, I become your heart and I reflect myself
I learn how to awkwardly put on pretty makeup as if I didn't put any on
You're coming, you see me - even if I look somewhere else, I see you
I can't look back like a child filled with fear

I have a lot of secrets now
Things that are so hard to say are stacking up
But still, I am dreaming
My heart which has wings is flying across the night sky

Step by step, I want to go a bit lighter
Word by word, why is it so hard for me?

Your scent is blowing over
Is your heart that you are sending like mine?

Your heart is coming to me
Again today, I memorize it into my dream
I'm listening to my heart
The sincere wind is filling up the entire room
Filling it and flowing out, flowing o ut

I have a lot of secrets now

Monday, November 7, 2011

16!

When I woke up this morning.
I felt there was something different.
Day by day passed, month after month has I spent, another year has come and gone.
Day has changed. Year had reached in 2011. First Monday in novamber has come.
For more and more I felt something has changed.
And after I realized, the something was me. The new of me was come. Me. Not again like me 10 years ago.

There were 7 wonders in the world.
Within a week there were 7 days.
In one year there is a special day.
7 November 1995.
Right on the day when Mr.Muhidin and Ms.Dian blassed with a little daughter named Indira.
That was me.

It wasn’t 1995 anymore. Exactly 16 years after I was born. It mean has been 16 years I’ve lived. And it has 16 years I went through twists and turns of life in this world. And now I’m 16!
16. It’s no longer a young age. 16. It’s time to reflect on to justify what went wrong on me for this 16 years.

Sixteen......

It’s time to stop playing. It’s time to get serious with life. It’s time to do life seriously, and think about the future. It’s time to remove the laziness from my life. It’s time to remove my childishness. 16 years, It’s time to have boyfriend. It’s time to learn responsibility for what I did.

On my i6th birthday, I just hope all my dreams come true. I wish I could do my life happily ever after. I wish I could be accepted and be loved in the society, in friends and families..

I’ve knew that I was still far from perfection. But I’ll try to do everything perfectly. And from now I will try to change my bad attitudes that had been on me to be someone who is good and keeps getting better and better. To be able to make my mom and dad proud of me. To be able to be a useful person in a future.

Keep my promise!

Your birthday's a time for careful reflection
About your life, and its future direction.
You see where you've been when you look at the past;
Most of it's great; you had quite a blast!
You wonder what's coming, what life has in store;
Will it be just the same? Will there be a new door?
Remember this, as you blow out the last candle:
Life holds no challenge that you cannot handle.
By Joanna Fuchs